leavin u helpless
wit ur arms wrapped around ur pillow dreamin
of d day he will be the one to fill dat empty comfort
leavin u helpless
to think of anything other dan lovin
hopelessly, helplessly fallin
thinkin of comin next to him
professin
leavin u alone and helpless
immobilized by ur fear and love all in d same

default plan

walking towards a path
i am called
my feet feels like its homeward bound
back to where it came from
into the arms that once let go of me
back into myself again wit u

in this silence i believe
there is no end to this
unraveling as i blink
wit eyes open wide
running away from me
my feet have grown sore
from the chase
that seemed endless
and in this time of struggle
i know there is but one thing to do
but i refuse to lose this game
with me surrendering
i will not give in
till my feet bleeds
till it bleeds no more

i am the truth you have waited to uncover/asked in your silent prayers/my ears are deaf from your cries/so here i am unfolding before your eyes/you've ask for sum1 like me/and now im in your face/
what are you thinkin/now that its come true/what are you gonna do/lover in the flesh/you know deep down/otherwise i wouldnt be here/ be careful what you wish for/we've heard that a thousand times before/be careful what you wish for.

there is always a first time
sumtimes it hurts
sumtimes it dont feel a thing
but first is first
not second not third
lemme leave a mark as my first